This photo is Al and Taylor at my mom's last Christmas. Who knew a year later things would be so different. When this photo was taken we were making plans to sell my house to buy us another one and then having a baby. Now he will not even speak to me.

I gave him everything I had to give. I was there for him when no one else was. I taught him how to drive (which he didn't learn so well), got him out of immigration jail that I borrowed $5,000 against my house to give him, helped him get his first car then later another one, a home to call his own when he had no where else to go, help with preparing for his immigration case with Angela then later ours, gave him a family who took him in as one of the family, took him to the best restaurants and hotels and vacations, bought him nice clothes,because of me he has health insurance and mental health insurance,dental insurance, vision insurance. Planned him a surprise birthday party when he turned thirty. Encouraged him to keep in contact with his family including the father and older brother he claimed to not have a relationship with. And now it seems as if it were all for nothing. I did all these thing because I loved him and thought our marriage was for a lifetime.

Is it possible for someone to have no conscious at all? To walk out on his family and never look back? Leave them in a financial mess and not care? Even when you have stuck by their side always?

Obviously I am not in a good mood today. I didn't intend to rampble through all that. I guess I am still just in shock that my once planned out life with someone I thought loved me has now turned into this mess and he has nothing to say at all.