Saturday, February 02, 2008

A New Year



Happy 2008. This man to the left has been the love of my life for the last four years. Was our marriage perfect? No. But was it still great? Yes. This man once made me feel like the queen of his world. He would do anything I asked. Rubbed my feet, bought me cute things, looked at me as if I were a treasure. Then one day, he walked out. Said he was coming back, he just needed some time. Then I got served divorce papers and he refuses to talk to me. I am in all kinds of a financial mess and maybe a legal mess because of him. What happened to him? Was Taylor and I ever important to him? He wanted to adopt her so badly and for us to start a family together, one child for sure maybe two. So what happened to all of our dreams and plans? I wish I knew. Instead I am left with a mess, a broken heart and no answers.He used to tell me all the time I was his only love ever, only person he ever trusted and had found peace peace. That he would never be so foolish to walk away from us.

Today February 2nd was Ali's birthday. Taylor and I left him a message but of course no response.

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