Summer 2007

I can't believe it is September already. The summer has been great mostly. We didn't get to take a vacation like last year but that is ok. As I sit here and think of how PCOS can turn your life upside down it is alarming. I think moodswings can be the worst. And no one (unless they have suffered from it) can truly understand. I have not been back to the endocronologist because the medications he put me on that were supposed to help me deal with this and help me lose weight didnt' help at all. They only made me feel sick all the time.

I recently joined a website that had a forum for women with PCOS and reading some of their stories reminded me of my own. Having dealt with this for so long you sometimes forget what it does to you. I know I need to figure out how to handle this better before my family falls apart. My husband has a hard time dealing with my moods. I love him very much and would never want to lose him but I fear I may if I can't do something about this. He has 'issues' of his own he is dealing with and lately seems like he would rather not bother with our marriage.