Does anyone value marriage? People? christianity? Honesty? What happens when you meet someone whom even though didn't behave much like a christian claims to be one? But then as time goes on you believe yes they love the Lord they are just struggling. You give them your everything. A family, a home, security, your credit, your heart. They convince you that they have never love anyone else and based on what you know that seems to be true. do you have a perfect life? No you both need to make changes as in any relationship. But you try. They dont' seem to much, maybe for a while. Then suddenly one day they up and leave. Ruin everything, credit, lies grow and grow. IS this person even human? They can just walk out after 4 1/2 years and not look back? Pretend you never existed? Ignore your calls and emails. Break a little girls heart. A Christian? One that does nothing but lie, sleep around because he has a sexual addiction? Uses people?How do you spend so long with someone that has been there for you no matter what, helped you try to get your messed up life on track, puts up with your frivolous lawsuits that are lies, the games, the women, supports you between jobs, helps you get a license,green card, plans special dates and outings to surprise you? Put up with your anger problems ( hopefully you continue with your medication), the embarassing things you did and said to people?Tried to convince you to mend fences with family members, get family to visit?And you just walk out and then nothing? You ruin their credit, steal gas, refuse to help pay the bills you helped create, calling women on the cell phone I was paying for, take money that isn't yours? What kind of person does that? How can someone hurt someone like that? Thank goodness we didn't have the additional kids you wanted and I didn't allow you to adopt my daughter. What about the little girl you told that you would always be her father and everything would be alright? How do you sleep at night? How did I even fall in love with such a monster? Why didn't I pay attention to those red flags? The stirrings in the pit of my stomach?
In the end I do believe God 'rewards' us based on our actions. So I know in the end there will be justice. I pity you. You used God to use people. Now so many things make sense
