throwing caution to the wind

Today I am going to talk a little about the man I call my Knight in Shining Armor. It reminds me of something straight from a fairy tale. There was me, sad, lonely depressed miserable. I felt unlovable. Like never again would someone love me or desire me. And I would never give someone the chance to hurt me again. Then out of the blue (to me but apparently others knew it was coming) someone asks me for my phone number. I give it to him then spend the rest of the night trying to figure out how to get out of what I had just done! But one friday night he comes over. He shows up with a single rose in his hand. The whole evening was incredible. All we did was talk. But I felt so comfortable. Then as we talked more and more I felt something I can't even describe. Then one night he kissed me! My GOD what a kisser! It was incredible. It was as if I could feel the armor I had been carrying around falling off. Now suddenly here is this wonderful man that wants me. Who is in love with me. ME! How lucky am I!!! He is handsome, thoughtful. My family likes him. My friends like him. But he makes me feel like I have never felt before. He makes me explore sides of me I didn't know existed. I can't get enough of him. every minute we are apart is misery. I love the way he smiles at me. It melts my heart. Isn't this what love should feel like? I feel like I have waited my whole life for him. I have decided instead of playing it safe and protecting my heart I will throw all caution to the wind and explore all this person has offered me and makes me feel. I feel like he has awakened the real me! I feel excited again. I feel loved and worthy of love. He did that for me.